GET READY WITH ME + OPENING UP (VULNERABLE)

Sorry to hear you've had a rough start to the year, that's awful!!! I wish you health, happiness, love and success from here on!!! 💕💕💕

Watching this convinced that everyone actually had covid back in November-January. Everyone I know was severely sick during that time.

Had to revisit this video. Every time I'm feel like I don't love myself I watch this. I have depression and anxiety. I'm overweight and I need to start thinking better of myself. This video reminds me it will be okay.

And this is why I love Jaclyn. You're stunning.

jaclyn: january felt like the longest month ever
march: *are you sure about that*

We've missed this Jaclyn! The Jaclyn that sits down, does makeup, and is just...REAL with us, and takes time to actually talk to us. Actually, I can't speak for everyone else, but I'VE missed this. I feel like I can relate to you again. I'm proud of you girl! Got your back! Hang in there! And 2020 WILL be amazing!!!
X💋X💋

Jaclyn, I am so sorry to hear everything that you have gone through. When you mentioned your make up line and how it flopped then you started to self medicate with alcohol It really hit a cord with me. I never got paid any royalties from my make up line, I was so badly managed and it gave me the worst anxiety and depression then I took time away from my KRclip channel because like you I just couldn't handle to anxiety around filming. I had become a shaking nervous wreck. I lost my home in the middle of all that which made me feel like the biggest failure ever. I never drank alcohol and then one day I had some and realised it numbed my anxiety and took my my mind off the failure I felt I was. I have gained so much weight because of the it too. And like you said the weight represents a bad thing, its not normal happy eating weight. I am trying to find myself again and I should have gone to the doctors for help too but didnt.
Sorry for the long comment and I understand you'll probably never see this comment but I just had to tell you that you are not on the own feeling the way you do and my heart goes out to you. I hope that you get the help you need through therapy. You are beautiful inside and out. Take care, Lauren x
Oh & P.S i totally tell people if I think they look fab or if they do something great. I tell them and yes they do look uncomfortable sometimes but I don't care either ;)

“January was the worst year ever”. True. But now that we are in June... damn has it been a rough century.

you have no idea how much this video has impacted me even standing here a year later. sending so much love.

I’m obsessed with how your smooth your skin is and how smooth your makeup goes on 😩

I can almost feel her anxiety pouring in throughout most of this video. I can honestly say I believe every word, Jaclyn. You gotta know that you shouldn’t have to explain yourself so much or apologize for being human and making mistakes or feeling any kind of way. I hope that you stay soft and that you get all the help you need to piece back together any brokenness you feel inside. Love you and will forever be a fan of your beautiful, quirky self ❤️

i have always loved jaclyn🥺 even through the hard times. she’s human, people make mistakes❤️❤️

Im pretty sure this is the first Jaclyn Hill video I've ever watched. Usually I don't comment because of I dont want it to be picked apart or I think about how others will respond to it. But I'm half way through this video and its honestly so real and exactly what needs to be said. More positivity needs to be posted because I'm tired of all the negative shit out there.

Jaclyn, this is me adding some positivity - you’re stunning and you have the most beautiful soul. I’m so proud of you for all you’ve achieved.

can we take a sec to appreciate how beautiful she is and I love how she's able to be so open like how tf

"you can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending" - C.S Lewis.
Remember this, Jaclyn. You are a beautiful soul. A role model for so many. Be true to yourself, always.

Clearly watching this a year after it was posted xD but, I just want to say, I love how authentic you are! I've recently bought your eye shadow palette (which I l-o-v-e) and I'm glad to know I supported someone like yourself. Thank you 🥰 (BTW, 110% agree with compliments! #BuildPeopleUp)

Im so glad i watched this I never realized how cruel the world is until i watched this I hate how people make her feel like this But i am so glad that this video got me closer to jaclyn. I am now not just a fan, i love her. Thank you for being positive even tho ure going through a lot. ✊💓

YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL. Jaclyn, I have been watching you for years and years. I cannot imagine the pain you’ve experience the past few years, let alone the years unseen by our eyes. Know this- you are a beautiful person inside and out. You are loved by a God who sees you. Knows you intimately. Knows your heart. Your intentions. You are so pure hearted. Praying for so much joy and freedom to come to you. You’re loved.

Hi Jackeline, in the 10+ years I've been part of KRclip, I've never posted a comment. I just started watching your videos and am so happy I have met you at this point in your journey. I am so happy you exist. Please never stop being real and sincere!

I can’t imagine what it’s like to “feel” like you have to explain yourself to a bunch of judgmental strangers. Nonetheless, you got this girl.

I just watched this video. Did your doctor ever check you for COVID? 18 days sick is a long time!!!! I’m glad you’re doing well and keeping the positivity going

I’m glad that you gave us OG followers credit at the end, thank you for this video. I bought my Bellami 6 in 1 want cause of you, DR GEORGE teeth whitening, Bobbi brown camel, etc. you taught me how to do my make up 7 years ago, and now I have my own channel. I hope your therapy works and you conquer your demons. You deserve to finally be truly happy.

All those comment screenshots literally made me tear up, I’m so brokenhearted to hear what you have to go thru cause i followed you since day one and i cant believe how evil all those girls can be. Jaclyn I love you, I wish that God gives you strength so that you can genuinely be happy again without having to explain anything like this, we love you Queen! I know that the next launch will be awesome! Love from Bali x

All I have to say:
Keep doing what you’re doing. You’re doing so well jaclyn don’t feel pressured or hated on to explain yourself loads, you do you - take a moment for you (have a bath or watch some girly film) and have some you time!!! We support you ❤️❤️❤️

remember: hate is loud, love is silent. there are so many people who bash on you, but there are so many more on the sidelines who love and support you ❤️

I’m so sorry you went through all of that😔 I’ve been watching you since I was 14 and you helped me gain so much confidence in myself when I was depressed and I truly just want to thank you for that ❤️

I love you Jaclyn. Even though this was a year ago, I'm watching it now and I'm proud of you. You're a warrior

I was just recently introduced to you. I love this video! I am sorry you had those troubles. I have to say you were so very real and beautiful inside and out I feel that was the best way to get to know you. I will definitely be a follower.

Sending you so much love and beautiful joy🌷🦋 You’re a bestie at heart! So proud of your transparency. Lots of love and hugs girlfriend 😘

Honestly the fact she hasn’t given up is inspiring on its own ❤️

I love how you're promoting people to give each other more compliments- everything you said is SO true! Hateful people are so quick to freely say what's on their mind and we usually hesitate to give out compliments for whatever reason (I know I usually do). Love this, though. Subscribed :)

I’m rewatching this video and I’m honestly about to cry because I’m so happy where you are NOW! Your brand is freaking killing it, you and Jordan are cute as hell, and you genuinely seem so happy!! My heart is bursting with joy for you ❤️❤️❤️ I hope life continues to bring you so much happiness

I love how honest you are, you’re so real and it makes me feel like I’m normal because I deal with all the same things and emotions.

You literally can see her hands was shaking! And you can feel she has troubling to breath properly. I’m so sad she’s going through so much and getting hate that she’s not deserved with. I’m really praying for your recovery! 💕

I’ve gained 60 lbs since going to law school and have been so afraid to post pictures or see people in public. Thank you for speaking out on this. It means more than you know ❤️

You are so brave for coming out with the insecurity’s you may have . I struggle to keep positive about my own struggles. This really helps me get through my situation. I love you and have been watching you since you were younger 💕 i will always support you and love you regardless. Making total sense to me girl💯🙏🏽 keep it going strong!!!💪🏽 you got this .

Can I also just say how brave you have to be to be famous or a social media influencer. You are so brave for being so transparently honest with your subscribers. For a non famous person, if things like this were happening in their life, they would be able to keep it to themselves and it’s so extremely brave that you tell everyone what’s going on in your life. I understand if you decide that you want to tell your subscribers these things but, I still feel like it’s terrible that you have to explain why everything that’s going on is going on. This video made me tear up, you have had a really hard time and I am so sorry.

I have just come across this and I just want to say that I already fricken love you and love how open you are! I CAN NOT BELIEVE the backlash you have received. I'm speechless. Keep on keepin on! You got this!

Thank you for speaking out about this stuff 💕

I complimented a lady at the grocery store on her nails. She got really happy and said I made her day. That’s what it’s about!

Jaclyn I have watched you for years.. and I’ve always loved you! Always thought you were such a positive bubbly person. I’m so sorry that you’ve been struggling with depression etc. I feel you and I can’t stand the amount of criticism and anger that is on social media as well. Don’t ever forget that you are an AMAZING PERSON! I pride you for being able to come on camera and film and talk about your personal life etc. not many people can do that! I love and appreciate you. You keep doing you.

Im really glad I clicked on this video. This is so relatable and raw. To be honest, I always viewed Jaclyn Hill as just another KRclip beauty blogger but this really shows her vulnerability and depth. Thank you for using your platform to be real and talk about most things people are scared to talk about. Really shows courage.

All I can say is.... GET👏🏼 IT 👏🏼 GIRL 👏🏼 We love you!!!!

You’re strong. This must have been so, so hard to film. I think you’re brave and know you’ll pull thru and rise up. I never watched you before, just because I don’t like to be on a “band wagon” but I watched a makeup tutorial and loved it and have had you on now for two days. Much love to you

To be honest, I got real emotional when you talked about the meaning behind your weight gain. I’ve watched you since the beginning and I genuinely love and hope you are able to find peace in your life and your soul. Depression and anxiety are a very real thing. It’s no joke. I am praying for you and know that you will be able to recover from your demons.

Awe don’t let people get you down, you’re amazing and have a beautiful heart, it shows! And people say terrible things probably because they are jealous. I love watching your videos, they always make me smile! Keep being you, doing you and breathe in the good, breathe out the bad. I hope this year starts treating you better hun!! 😘😘😘 also you’re makeup looks gorgeous!!

Love, love, love Jaclyn Hill! Thank you for being real. Thank you for your gift of beauty. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are beautiful inside and out.

I’ve watched this video a dozen times and I still break when she says “give me a little time to fix myself” 😩❤️

WOW!! This almost made me cry. You should feel so proud and empowered by opening up. It shows through this video how much pain you’ve been through. You are such a beautiful human being. Toxic people are so unhappy with their lives they will take it out on anyone that is doing better than them. Keep growing and ignore all the ignorant negative comments. 😍😍😍

“Compliment someone”...gosh, what a great reminder in today’s climate!! Thank you for saying that!! As an introvert, I’m going to try my hardest to speak more compliments to those around me and to strangers I come into contact with. I’ve watched you for years and love your personality! I’m sending you lots of love and positivity!! I hope the rest of your 2020 is better than the beginning!!❤️❤️

You’re beautiful and inspiring! Life is a hard journey for everyone and we all have struggles that we have to overcome. Thank you for being transparent and real but you own no one an explanation for anything. Keep doing you and keep being fierce ♥️

Watching this video almost a year later, and it’s still relevant. I’ve been a fan from the very beginning, I love your message and all the real-ness you bring. I know people can be terrible (I’ll never understand the need to be mean) but keep your head up, you’re such a strong woman! ♥️

Hi Jaclyn!
I've heard of you, but I'm new to makeup. Watched this vid after seeing your pantry tour and enjoyed both.
I love you point about publicly acknowledging the good online/ in person when you see it. I do that and it's so beautiful to see you encourage others to have that compassion.
You are strong for creating the life you have, you deserve your success, you are more than enough, you are beautiful, you are strong, and you owe the audience nothing except their orders. Everything else you give the audience is a bonus.
You are a huge blessing to countless people and now I'm one of them. I also really love this look. Great job and I'm excited to learn more about you. Blessings,
Jackson Harlem

Hi Jaclyn, this is the first time I’ve heard of your KRclip channel. I’m sure you’ll never see this comment but I want to say you are soooo amazing to open up like this. I personally think you’re so beautiful! Much love from MD!

I’ve never related so much to something when she said “it’s what the weight represents that makes me so upset.” 🥺 you can do it Jaclyn! We’re rooting for you ♥️

Jaclyn, you are so beautiful. Ever since a young age of starting makeup, I have looked up to you. You are so brave for being vulnerable on camera to many people because that can be really hard. However, I am so glad you did because it sends a very important message. Thank you for staying true to yourself and all of your viewers.

I love how transparent you are. You are such a strong empowering woman and you have the power to make change dont let the haters bring you down❤

You’re so amazing! A lot of
People struggle with anxiety. I know that it can feel so hard and you look GORGEOUS.

I love how real this video is. You are strong. You are beautiful. I admire you, Jaclyn. ❤️❤️❤️

It breaks my heart that you have to constantly defend yourself on everything you do or say. I am SO PROUD of you!!!! I've been watching since the beginning, and I'll never stop! Love you!

I love watching your sit down videos when you just talk while I'm folding laundry or cleaning, I feel like I have a friend with me. I think you're amazing

I know I’m so late on this but I cried a lot watching this video.. I’ve been a fan since your beginning days on KRclip and you’re the reason why I know how to do my makeup, 100%. I will forever be a fan because of how genuine you are! You’re so amazing, keep your head up! Don’t let those negative people get you down.. keep shining boo! 💜

I, for one, want to DEEPLY apologize to Jacqueline for EVER feeling "entertained" by Lipstickgate & all the Drama Channels fuling the fire! My mindset then was "rich privileged Influencer gets knocked off pedestal". You've worked VERY hard for all of your accomplishments and didn't deserve the horrific and unrelenting backlash that needs to stop! Can't even begin to imagine what you have been through 💔 but so happy you got back up again! To right my wrong I will spend each of the next 30 days making someone else's day brighter in your honor Jacqueline ❤.

I'm just seeing this for the first time now - Jacklyn THANK YOU SO MUCH!
For all that you do. It doesn't go unnoticed. As someone who has had an almost identical struggle as you, with regards to mental health, it's lifelong journey. Just know that you have gone through the worst & that means you are stronger than you once were. Keep learning, keep living & keep doing what you love! We need you in this world! :)
Blessings to you!
~Steph

Okay I literally haven’t been a fan of you for awhile now... but I am so happy I saw this video! May God give you the strength to continue doing better for yourself! Thank you for the courage that you had to make this video. I could see your hands shaking while you were talking & I just wished I could have gave you a hug ♥️ stay strong beautiful!

Love you. Thanks for being so rear and raw 💗 you’re so relatable and I love watching your videos. You’re beautiful inside and out

I love you Jaclyn your a goddess and your getting me thru a really tough time so thank you i appreciate it more than you know #JacPack #HillSters

You are beautiful, Jaclyn! You will always have my support, you are human and everyone makes mistakes! You shouldn’t have to explain and defend yourself like you do. I love you and I love watching your videos, you seriously inspire me! Just keep being yourself and doing you ❤️

Jaclyn I remember finding your videos and being so happy to finally learn how to use black eyeshadow correctly! You taught me how to highlight, then you launched your own highlighters! You truly are just a normal girl, and fame had found you and really took you on a wild ride. I hope you feel all the love in your heart, and wish you the best.

This open, honest, vulnerable, and genuine Jaclyn is the one I want to follow. There’s something about you in this video I haven’t seen before. From one human to another, I hope this will be your year - take care of yourself please. 💗

You're beautiful inside and out ❤ I'm praying everything is gonna be okay 💋

I struggle with my mental health and I appreciate this and you talking about what you were going through at that time. I can tell you’re a strong ass woman and it’s seriously fucking awesome. 🙌 Thank you for spreading kindness 🙏

She looks amazing and you can see that she is a very down to person. I love her so much!

I just wanted to say I really appreciate you going out your way to share your testimony, honestly I’ve been through the same .. but actually worse . So this hit me heard. So thank you- you have encouraged me to keep my head up and keep striving to reach the stars ✨ love you jack

This video, actually the last few videos you’ve posted, have broke my heart. You can truly tell how shaken, nervous and vulnerable you’ve been and it’s sad to see someone so full of life get to that point. I’m sorry people have been so cruel. As a fellow cancer, I can totally relate to putting walls up and retreating. Keep creating content, we miss you, and we’re rooting for you and can’t wait to see you back in your element! PS I never comment, but I wanted to take your advice and spread the love. ‘Like’ if you’re breaking your silence and feel the same!

Being real is such a great quality. I’ve loved you forever because you made me love makeup but most of all you are genuine. Thanks for not changing but just wanting to be a better version of yourself ❤️💕

Thank you for talking about something so personal and so sensitive. I am a retired soldier, I know how difficult and serious depression is. Thank you for bringing awareness to this subject you are helping so many people by sharing. You are appreciated and loved!

❤️❤️❤️ love that you're getting on track and how real this video is! Sorry for all that you've done through! You are beautiful! Thanks for posting!

Jaclyn you’re so strong, thank you for sharing this and showing us that you’re human too, and you have struggles just like anybody else. We love you! ❤️

“i’m sorry to myself” - such powerful words! glad to see you building a new great relationship with yourself 🌻

I've watched you for years and I'm a huge fan! I figured something was going on behind the scenes. Thank you for having the courage to share your story. Try to mute the negativity because there are people (like me) that love you! You've taught me so much about makeup and I'm excited to see what the future has in store for you 😄

I LITERALLY LOVE YOU. I just found this. I’ve been watching you for months, hours at a time while I sew/work at night. I hope this year has been full of self recovery 💓💓💓

Awe I love you Jacyln! Thank you for continuing to put out your content & inspire others!! I appreciate your vulnerability & honesty❤️ I feel like a lot of us struggle with being so hard on ourselves, not allowing ourselves to just simply not be okay. It’s hard to feel connected with the rest of the world when you are so disconnected with your inner-self. It’s okay to not always be okay! It is okay to have periods of life that require you to reflect on yourself and thoughts , take all the time you need! You owe it to yourself to take care of your health , mentally it can be so challenging to juggle everything all at once, to try to make time for business, work, projects, a social life, health, family, home- life etc. all at the same time! Taking the much needed break to narrow your focus around your mental health is so important! Thank you for being an example, for allowing your struggles & vulnerability to be public so people at home struggling with similar issues may feel they have someone in their corner!! Sending lots of love and positivity to you! I hope this year is the turning point you’ve been needing! I hope and pray for blessings and miracles to work their way into your life! I love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

I really wish I would've seen this video because I relate to you so much! Everything you say is so true and your personality resonates with me so much! I moved to California two years ago and it was something I expected to be amazing and exciting and the environment crushed me! You are so strong and you inspire me to be the same way! Thank you for showing me that I'm not alone!

“Everyone else’s opinion of me is none of my business” i read this for the first time a few weeks ago and it was so eye opening

I’m a new subscriber! Also, I just ordered your new eyeshadow pallete! The colors look gorgeous. Stay encouraged and block ALL negativity 💕

There are parts of this video that I needed so much today and if you ever see the comment- Thx for your vulnerability Jaclyn.
Some of us are truly grateful for your openness and many of us are traveling down the exact same journey with you. ♥️

Im new here. I’ve never watched your videos, but I have heard of you and seen your products in stores but I never realized how genuine and down to earth you are. Please keep being your and being open and genuine. I related to you so much when you said genuine people are so hard to find. You’re definitely getting my follow! I hate that anyone has ever brought you down. You don’t deserve it.

You are a beautiful person inside and out, I’ve been following you since you did tutorials with red hair…You’re amazing and super talented. I hope you are doing better. ❤️

THIS is the Jaclyn I am a fan of.. real, relatable, honest, imperfect, beautiful, flawed, one of us.

Jaclyn, I started watching you years ago! I loved you then and I love you now! You are amazing!!

You do you boo. Great to see you and hear your confidence coming back!

Im so proud of you :’) I’ve been sober almost 9 months now and I’m human too and we will crawl out of it ! I’m here for you sister:) You’re so strong and I see that you’re ready to put all that behind you and come back stronger than ever! Rooting for you 💕

Hi Jaclyn! You're so beautiful and such a cool person. I'm a Cancer too and I think you're just an awesome human being and makeup artist. Keep doing what you're doing and continue reaching for the stars. God's got your back💖

I complimented a girl at Target today and told her how pretty her eyeshadow was, she instantly smiled so big!

Me: I know my flaws
Also me: I’m fine with it!
Jaclyn is so relatable and funny !😂

i have the same anxiety Jaclyn! i feel you, and I sympathize with you. Love your words sister! And you are gorgeous, own it!💕

You are amazing ! This video made me so happy, I wish more people were like you Jaclyn ❤️

Girl you're amazing, & I can truly tell how genuine of a person you really are. Screw what anyone else has to say! You're beautiful & you're talented so don't let anyone make you feel any less than that. ❤️