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  • The Peña Family
    The Peña Family 3 개월 전 +874

    When Jordan started talking about you I started crying. You deserve this love so much. You both do! 😪😪😪♥️♥️♥️

  • Amy
    Amy 3 개월 전 +401

    I'm so impressed with this woman. The bravery. We need more people having open discussions about anxiety and alcohol. This is so real and refreshing.

    • Me me me
      Me me me 2 개월 전 +1

      LITERALLY

    • Michelle Anguiano
      Michelle Anguiano 3 개월 전 +1

      Yes the struggle is real

    • L S
      L S 3 개월 전 +7

      100 percent. Everything she’s gone through I’ve been through as well. It’s really nice to hear I’m not the only one.

  • Ari J.
    Ari J. 3 개월 전 +262

    What I tell myself, “Depression/anxiety is my diagnosis, not my destination”. I’m here with you, hunny!

    • Ari J.
      Ari J. 개월 전

      @Rachel Wilt 💕💕💕

    • Rachel Wilt
      Rachel Wilt 2 개월 전 +2

      Best comment here! Love that so much! Keep strong and stay beautiful! ❤️❤️❤️

  • nicolejanaye
    nicolejanaye 3 개월 전 +113

    I struggle with severe anxiety and overstimulation. I can complete relate to your restaurant scenario. Especially since I passed out and we had to call 911 to rush me to the hospital from a restaurant. Needless to say, restaurants can make me nervous and be triggering. The reason I wanted to comment was how you both made the concrete decision to get up and leave and how it wasn’t even a blip in your mind that it was the right thing to do. And to the way and excitement you guys said you were going to get “tea”. Especially Jordan. Not even phased by needing to leave the restaurant in a hurry. That’s a man. That’s a partner. That’s your person for life.

    • Karla Tamez
      Karla Tamez 3 개월 전 +3

      The way you feel about restaurants is how i feel about parties, weddings, birthday parties, its a nightmare, i hate being the center of attention and im very introverted and anti social

  • Alexandra Narra
    Alexandra Narra 3 개월 전 +38

    Jaclyn across this video I could literally see the swelling going down in your face seriously!!! Indeed, alcohol, aside from the mental issues and the health issues that alcohol can give you, girl, you look so good!

  • Natalie Gordon
    Natalie Gordon 3 개월 전 +1888

    Jaclyn could have gone back to doing make up but she’s using her platform to talk about hard topics that SO many people go through. Thanks for making us feel not alone. F the haters

    • Joslin Salter
      Joslin Salter 2 개월 전

      So true and this so much more helpful to the world and her community💜✨

    • RecoveringGlamGirl
      RecoveringGlamGirl 2 개월 전

      @Hannah Kayee I actually feel dumber having read that comment….do you even know what social anxiety is? It can manifest as a problem being in crowded places IN PUBLIC! Problems interacting with people outside of your home. Having a party at your home with people you KNOW does not mean you don’t have social anxiety! Educate yourself please.

    • Hannah Kayee
      Hannah Kayee 2 개월 전

      @Giggles I've never lost my job or struggled and I still think it horrible... if you can have a party.. your anxiety isn't bad. There is a girl who lives by me who she says all her kids are "autistic" (4) and she is too supposedly.. but has parties non stop.. and never has had a job... I never even claimed having anxiety but I could never be around groups of people... I dont let my daughter just play with everyone and all she does is talk shit...

  • V M
    V M 개월 전 +4

    I’m almost 3 weeks sober. Thank you for making these videos. I also used alcohol to help with my anxiety. I found that once I stoped drinking my anxiety god better. Proud of you.

    • Crystal Skylight
      Crystal Skylight 9 일 전

      Well done. 👌 You're right, you have better quality of sleep when there's no alcohol in your system which means way less anxiety through the day + clear thoughts + more energy.

  • Ryanne Garcia
    Ryanne Garcia 2 개월 전 +28

    I lost everything to addiction. Thankfully, I chose to live. I've been clean and sober for 7.5 years now. I'm proud of you. One thing I've learned is, for me, it's all or nothing. And life is beautiful sober. I'm proud of you 👏

  • Alison Holdman
    Alison Holdman 2 개월 전 +49

    As an addict in recovery who still falls off the wagon now and then. I see you, I feel you, I hear you. It's okay that it happened. Don't beat yourself up to much. You are loved. Your feelings are valid. The people around you will love you no matter what mental state you are in. I'm here for it babes. Love you so much. It's a life long struggle but the feeling of being non dependent of a substance is so freeing.

  • Jenny Christensen
    Jenny Christensen 개월 전 +1

    I'm so proud of you J!
    it is few who dare to be perfectly honest about themselves.
    yes life can be messy, you can only do the things that you have been taught and do your best until your best does not work for you anymore.
    I am so inspired by your drive and your willpower in your journey and healing. it is so brave and strong of you!
    remember we are a whole world full of people with flaws, no one is perfect! we all try to live a life that makes some sense, we fall and we rise through all the crazy times of life. be proud of your journey and your story!
    fuck everyone else's negative opinions about you! focus on the important and that which fills you with love.
    Loooove ❤❤

  • Annieee
    Annieee 3 개월 전 +2114

    This is the most relatable journey I've ever followed. We fall, we get back up, we fall, get up, repeat. But we keep trying & keep getting back on the wagon... thanks for the inspo!

    • teresa west
      teresa west 개월 전

      @K Tuc when you throw insults your comment loses all credibility and shows lack of intelligence. You have no idea what her relationship status is. It’s so cringy and immature. Maybe you should 🤐

    • Fabiola Fabiola
      Fabiola Fabiola 3 개월 전

      When you have kids your anxiety will deminish!

    • Missy Bugatti
      Missy Bugatti 3 개월 전

      TFS Jaclyn & for being so open and honest 👍🏾

    • Missy Bugatti
      Missy Bugatti 3 개월 전 +1

      @Pink Rainbow but you did imply that Jordan has ulterior motives bc he doesn't have as much money Jaclyn .....You don't know what Jordan's bank balance is. And also Jaclyn may include a prenup... Ijs , your making alot of assumptions like you know them personally!

    • seriously_tho c
      seriously_tho c 3 개월 전 +1

      Microdosing shrooms helped me quit alcohol for good because it took my anxiety away Not a single craving even got me yo quit smoking cigarettes cold turkey also no cravings. Why dont people know about this?? Makes me wonder if alcohol was really the problem or my mental health.

  • c h l o e l e n o i r
    c h l o e l e n o i r 개월 전 +1

    I love that you’re surrounded by so much support, I love this for you!

  • Nay03
    Nay03 3 개월 전 +3

    Addiction can grab a hold of someone’s life and take it down quick. I’ve seen it happen too. Stay strong Jaclyn! Thank you for being so vulnerable 🥺💗

  • Ericka Olsen
    Ericka Olsen 2 개월 전 +10

    Remember what you said I'm never getting drunk again and again you still ended the video with but I'll have just a few drinks but not get drunk you are speaking like a true alcoholic and this is coming from a true alcoholic celebrating 7 years of sobriety August 10th I hope and pray that you can one day say the same

  • gchris5799
    gchris5799 2 개월 전 +1

    This helped me so much. I have been using alcohol to deal with my anxiety and feelings I don't know how to handle. It has gotten out of hand and damaged my health. If you can do it, this gives me strength that I can too.

  • Kelly Strack
    Kelly Strack 3 개월 전 +161

    So happy you brought these videos back Jaclyn! Love watching them ❤️

  • Tiffany Sousa
    Tiffany Sousa 개월 전 +9

    I've followed you since the beginning and I'm so proud of you for putting yourself out there! You're amazing, never forget it! We all have set backs, but luckily you have such a supportive family and fiancée to help get you through it all. ❤️

  • Kelly Lund
    Kelly Lund 개월 전 +1

    You are vocalizing things so many feel and struggle with every day. Lots of love and appreciation to you. These videos are amazing ❤️❤️

  • Meaghan Vogelsang
    Meaghan Vogelsang 2 개월 전 +1

    I can’t tell you how much I loved watching this video and how much I appreciate you being so transparent and candid. I feel like this video is so relatable because I love to drink, but I’m also trying to cut back and not let it take over my life. Im so proud of you and can’t wait to keep following your journey! Also so stoked for more wedding content because I’m getting married this year too!!!!!!! 🤪 Love you always Jac!

  • Teagan Dunham
    Teagan Dunham 3 개월 전 +33

    I don’t why but I LOOOOOVE when you say “you know what I’m saying?” Cause my immediate response every time is “mhmm”. I have been watching you for years and honestly this is the most vulnerable you have ever been with us and I am so proud of all your ups and downs and just you in general! Thank you for always being a wonderful inspiration to me 🤗♥️♥️

  • Ali Kissinger
    Ali Kissinger 3 개월 전 +40

    You’ve always been Jaclyn, but I feel like the Jac we fell in love with - the unapologetically herself, vulnerable, contagious spirit is back and I’m so excited for this next step for you sis!!!

    • Me me me
      Me me me 2 개월 전

      THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

  • Kathryn Blecka
    Kathryn Blecka 개월 전 +1

    🙏🙏 I am so proud of your ability to have humility!! That is real and raw, and makes your relatable. I quit drinking years ago because I am an alcoholic. I am LOVING your journey and will keep praying for you!

  • Celia Cavalli
    Celia Cavalli 개월 전 +16

    I had panic disorder like this.
    It’s extremely scary…💗
    I too used alcohol to cope with it.
    I haven’t drank in almost 1 year.
    It’s great as an influencer you’re speaking on real life topics people struggle with.
    None of us are alone. 💕
    Much love

    • Michaela Foley
      Michaela Foley 개월 전 +1

      the same thing happened to me with xanax. i wasn't addicted, thank god, but i would take one before going into any situation that made me anxious. it's a scary thing to go through and difficult to get validation from others and you're self when you're in the dependent stage.

  • Maria Fernanda González Perez

    i’ve been watching Jaclyn for many many years, u were one of the reasons i realized i suffer from anxiety bc of you sharing your journey. i really relate to using alcohol as a tool to numb my anxiety and lately i’ve realized how harmful that is to me and decided to cut back on it, so i’m really happy we’re going on this journey together!

  • cjrun24
    cjrun24 3 개월 전 +296

    It takes major balls to talk about stuff like this, so kudos to you Jaclyn, be proud of yourself & your own accomplishments. I know that’s something I needed to hear when I was going through it.💪🥳

    • Pink Rainbow
      Pink Rainbow 3 개월 전 +1

      @Michelle Cogdill what I write in MY COMMENTS is none of YOUR business. I WROTE THE FACTS. SHE'S AN ALCOHOLIC AND HE DOESN'T CARE BECAUSE HE'S AFTER HER $$$ LIFESTYLE.

    • Michelle Cogdill
      Michelle Cogdill 3 개월 전 +1

      @Pink Rainbow What SHE is or does is NONE of your business. Quit trying to convince everyone that Jaclyn has this wrong with her and that wrong with her. You also do NOT know Jordan and HIS life in 20-30 minutes either! None of us know anymore than what THEY share in those minutes on video! By the way Jordan has a very good career and his own money also. None of us "know" how big his bank account is and don't care. Idk why you care so much what they do in their life and how they live it. Why are you on HER channel for? This is for her fan's/subscriber's that want to love and support her no matter what.

    • Pink Rainbow
      Pink Rainbow 3 개월 전 +1

      It takes major balls to reveal you are an alcoholic on the internet. What Jaclyn doesn't realize is that's what she has revealed by the fact that she admitted she used alcohol to cope with stress, emotional stress & anxiety. This right there is called alcoholism.

  • Rebecca Frausto
    Rebecca Frausto 2 개월 전 +2

    What are the reasons you’re so against treatment or recovery ? Just remember the people who don’t have a problem with alcohol have no problem staying away completely. I love you girl and just want to see you really living your best life. I’m a recovered alcoholic and ONLY YOU CAN CALL YOURSELF AN ALCOHOLIC. No one else. Thank you for being so raw and honest. Your videos bring me to tears because I’ve been there unfortunately I had to hit complete bottom before I sought treatment. One day at a time. One thing at a time. Xoxo

  • Sharon Peckham
    Sharon Peckham 개월 전 +5

    It’s so true, having someone love you at your lowest means a great deal.

  • Lynn Lampreau
    Lynn Lampreau 3 개월 전 +2

    @jaclynhill I am with you 100% I am 100 days off of alcohol and it is a breath of fresh air. My heart and health had gotten so bad the doctors thought I would die within a year. I would have panic attacks and cry myself to sleep, and drink from the moment I woke up to the moment I went to sleep. 3 months ago I was homeless and lost everything. Today I have my relationship with my family back and myself back. The girl who loves makeup and to wake up every day sober. I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU. I firsthand know how bad and addicting alcohol is. So keep going beautiful! You are glowing and your personality is shining through. Love you love you love you. (Also, sorry for drunk messaging you at one point lmao) wishing you, Jordan, your loved ones and everyone reading this lots of love, light, happiness, good mental and physical health. Bless 🌹❤🙏

  • Tayla Savory
    Tayla Savory 3 개월 전

    I relate to this so much. I also use alcohol to help ease anxiety especially in social situations. Lately I've really been struggling with social anxiety but I've been making changes in my life to improve my mental health. Thank you for sharing this and being so vulnerable. I really admire you Jaclyn. I wish you well on your journey❤

  • La Baby Style
    La Baby Style 12 시간 전

    I love how honest and real you are. You are helping more people than you know❤️ Wishing you the best always❤️

  • Lisa Smalls
    Lisa Smalls 3 개월 전 +2

    To be quite honest I've seen a few of your older videos and I wasn't that drawn to them… However, you won my heart in this video and you are most definitely a strong and motivating individual i know that I don't know you but I'm literally in tears I'm so proud of you! I struggle with substance abuse anxiety and depression and when you see someone be so vulnerable yet so strong it's inspiring and I am definitely 100% a fan at this point keep up the good work!

  • Pam Kirby
    Pam Kirby 3 개월 전 +8

    Blessings and prayers to you Jacklyn , you got this. I think talking about this is not only good for you but you never know how many lives you could have touched with this one video 🙏🙌💛

  • Donna Hendrickson
    Donna Hendrickson 3 개월 전

    Thank you for this. Also no one talks about how it is almost impossible to get your physical health in check when you're struggling with mental health.

  • ikixazz23
    ikixazz23 3 개월 전 +140

    The fact that the whole lipsticks thing was the major trigger for your anxiety and then you didn’t completely throw in the towel and quit the cosmetics industry is such a feat on it own! You’re so strong!! You’ve got this babe!

  • Janelle Brown
    Janelle Brown 3 개월 전

    The way he believes in you is 🔥🤩😭🥺 I’m so proud of you girl ♥️💜♥️🥲 boss bitch showing that anxiety who’s in control. Keep going! We love you!!!

  • Robin Luney
    Robin Luney 2 개월 전

    I've always medicated with food. Used to drink when I was younger but, truly, soda is my drug of choice. When you have A true partner in your life, anxiety/depression/addictions are much easier to deal with. Just knowing that person loves you -- regardless. It's everything. SO glad you have that....and a fanbase that love you too. ❤❤❤

  • gracieexley
    gracieexley 3 개월 전 +8

    I’ve watched you for so many years now, and I love the growth you’ve shown as not only a creator, but as a human. This is so raw and vulnerable, and it takes a lot to admit to yourself AND millions of others that there’s something wrong. You’re someone I look up to and I really loved this video because you touched on something a lot of people struggle with. Thank you.

  • leahlotti_999
    leahlotti_999 3 개월 전

    Congratulations!!!
    The fact you know it's becoming an issue and your being honest about it is absolutely EVERYTHING!!!! So proud of you. Also, alcohol puts the pounds of on and I know this because I had an issue with wine years ago. But I'm in recovery.. been clean 6 years. Take it one day at a time babe. You got this shit beautiful. Mwah!!! I love you.

  • Jennifer Cain
    Jennifer Cain 3 개월 전 +230

    Full transparency, I stepped out on you for a few years because I didn’t feel anything you did was genuine, but I am back and really proud of your journey. It’s nice to see the authenticity and ability to work on yourself. 3 years ago I was widowed and diagnosed with breast cancer and it’s a lifelong grief journey. There are many things that I do at night when grief hits me the most: if you have the focus, knitting is a great way to make something with your creativity and focus all of your thoughts and energy into one thing. Best of luck to you.

  • Danielle Jeffrey
    Danielle Jeffrey 29 일 전

    THIS is what I needed . And SOO proud n happy for you that you had admitted. Recognized and are FIXING this and doing it on your own that's AMAZING. THANKFULLY you have such amazing support around you. Can't wait to keep watching you WIN!

  • KOKO
    KOKO 2 개월 전 +14

    I am really happy Jaclyn opens up about her social anxiety, it helps me feel less alone with this. I've noticed I get that same anxiety when having to go somewhere alone for the first time, or having to meet with someone for the first time in person- it's refreshing to see someone else shed some light on it!!!

  • Angeline Biswas
    Angeline Biswas 3 개월 전 +11

    It’s nice you’re so open about these issues. I’ve dealt with crippling anxiety and depression my entire life and lately it’s been at it’s worse. Having a partner who doesn’t support me or believe it’s real makes it so much worse. Thanks for sharing your story. You’re so lucky to have a partner who understands your anxiety issues 😢 that’s amazing.

  • Elizabeth
    Elizabeth 3 개월 전 +1

    You are a badass stay strong you got this!!! You are smart and beautiful and can do anything!!

  • Rach ASMR
    Rach ASMR 3 개월 전 +568

    *I appreciate you showing the real, raw footage of emotions. I feel like not enough people on social media do that, and for me .. I want to see relatability. And THIS, this is real. Relatable.*
    I got clean off opiates 9 years ago and been clean off all drugs ever since. I share my story so others can relate and feel less alone. And I appreciate your transparency!

    • AmberrLynn13
      AmberrLynn13 3 개월 전

      Congratulations girl! 👏🏻

    • Jen Jenny Jennifer Jamison Johnson Jones
      Jen Jenny Jennifer Jamison Johnson Jones 3 개월 전

      @Michelle Cogdill they don’t condone use the certainly don’t do that. They just don’t remove
      You from the program. They take action in other ways by putting you on a “safety plan” etc.

    • Michelle Cogdill
      Michelle Cogdill 3 개월 전

      @Pam's Pretty Plants I'm so sorry hun. ❤️

    • Laura C
      Laura C 3 개월 전 +2

      @michelle vaughan - I used to feel the same way. I was a garbage pail junkie, crack, heroin, benzos, meth basically anything I could get my hands on, i felt so hopeless like I could never get out of that life. My boyfriend at the time went to jail so I had to move out of the town I lived in which was the first step. Getting away from people, places and things is so important. Then I walked into my methadone clinic to start medicated assisted treatment and started therapy and got put on anti depressants. I had to work through the trauma that started my addiction in the first place. I had gotten sober before with Suboxone and methadone but never getting away from the people places and things and not dealing with the root of the problem I was never able to stay sober long-term. I never went to a inpatient treatment program but if I didn’t have my family to help give me a place to live and help me get to the clinic and therapy I would’ve seriously considered it. I know how hard it is and how hopeless it is but sobriety is possible. The first step is knowing you have a problem which you’ve done, now you need to seek out treatment whether it’s inpatient, medicated assisted treatment, therapy, 12 step, whatever or may be for you. Reach out to friends and family or even a hotline to find treatment. I truly hope you can find a way to get your life back, it’s a long hard road to sobriety but I know you can do it. Sending you love and most importantly, HOPE.

    • Jolene226
      Jolene226 3 개월 전 +1

      @michelle vaughan you have purpose in this life and you are loved. I’ve learned that past unhealed trauma, leads us to use. Heal trauma, heal YOU ❤️ I’ve been off opiates for 1 year after a 10 year addiction. YOU are worth it!

  • Blush HMD
    Blush HMD 3 개월 전 +4

    Hang in there girl!! I'm almost 2 months alcohol free AND coffee free. You are going to notice such HUGE changes by even just cutting alcohol out. Your anxiety will hopefully decrease and you will sleep SOOOO much better!!! Stay strong!!!

  • Trenia Payne
    Trenia Payne 3 개월 전

    I love the journey, I love the positive vibes and inspo in this video. Have watched You since I was...oh god, 17. You literally made me want to get into makeup. You're beautiful inside and out. Also I need to know where the Weird but Beautiful hoodie came from! Need it in my life!

  • Mercedes Famous Screenwriting

    I love seeing the real Jaclyn! And I see myself in you so much and adore you for opening up! During these hard times, seeing these "perfect life" vlogs just aren't it for me right now. No shade to those vloggers cause deep down I do love their content but it's not good for me right now. So I truly appreciate these raw and authentic vlogs and this journey. Thank you, Jaclyn!!!

  • Paige Boxrud
    Paige Boxrud 3 개월 전 +3

    I am so proud of you for getting through this!! I have also 1st hand seen the effects of heavy alcohol use and how it can destroy lives, so it is refreshing to see you pick yourself up and be excited about your recovery journey! You got this!

  • Maria Laaser
    Maria Laaser 3 개월 전 +111

    Dude. Thank you for making this video. I can’t imagine how hard it was to make. People need this, I need this.

    • fifi
      fifi 3 개월 전

      dude youre in her storyyyyyy🥰

  • Weber
    Weber 2 개월 전

    Amen sister I am with you and seeing someone else go through it makes me feel not alone. I turn to food a lot and I punish myself if I ate too much sweets ect I hate being in busy places and I am glad you touched on having a love one support you is amazing.

  • Lesley Anne
    Lesley Anne 16 일 전

    I love this guy. He sees something so special in you Jaclyn. He loves you so much.

  • Nurse Celia
    Nurse Celia 2 개월 전

    My gosh Jaclyn, this video hit me in my soul. First, THANK YOU for sharing this part of you. I have so much social anxiety that I too use a shot or 2 in order to get through being out. I understand and can relate so much to you. Thank you for being vulnerable. Thank you for helping me with your journey. Second, JORDAN, that man is so in love with you and supportive. I love seeing you two and his support. KEEP BEING YOU. We love you.

  • Lex
    Lex 개월 전 +1

    So damn proud of you! This is why I’ve watched you for years - I’m someone who needed this!

  • Jenni O’Brien
    Jenni O’Brien 3 개월 전 +192

    “There’s something about someone loving you in your lowest….”
    Girrlllll I totally know what you mean. The same happened to me. 🥰😭

    • Michelle Cogdill
      Michelle Cogdill 3 개월 전 +1

      @Believe in Jesus now Amen! 🙌🏻🙏🏻

    • Believe in Jesus now
      Believe in Jesus now 3 개월 전 +2

      Romans 5:8
      - But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

    • the tastiest sunflower
      the tastiest sunflower 3 개월 전 +3

      He's helping her love herself instead of loving her instead of her loving herself! and im so glad our queen has a great support system like him!

  • Rachael Fuller
    Rachael Fuller 3 개월 전

    Jaclyn, I understand this COMPLETELY! My story is 100% exactly the same as this one. Nobody knows what happens behind closed doors. WE GOT THIS!!!!! Love you!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Cristy Roy
    Cristy Roy 3 개월 전

    I know exactly what you mean. I have a tattoo in my husband’s handwriting that says I loved you at your darkest!
    You got this girl!!

  • Kristin Mallett
    Kristin Mallett 3 개월 전

    I’ve been sober since June 2020. It was a difficult process. I commend you for your vulnerability. I will be praying for your walk to freedom with anxiety so you don’t feel you have to resort to alcohol anymore. I am looking forward to more update videos and watching God touch and protect you. 🤍

  • Jadzia Torres
    Jadzia Torres 3 개월 전

    You can see that your light and glow is coming back, you look so full of life and so very proud of you!

  • Haley Markham
    Haley Markham 3 개월 전 +113

    This made me cry. You’re so vulnerable and self aware. You’re not afraid to be human and that’s what we need on KRclip and social media in general. Please keep us updated❤️

  • Amanda White
    Amanda White 3 개월 전 +17

    It’s called dry drunk when your brain is all over the place when you’re on your way to sobriety. It even happens with pills ect. It’s so crazy how amazing our bodies are at healing itself!

  • Ellie Bauer
    Ellie Bauer 3 개월 전 +5

    We’re so proud of you and this new part of your journey!! Also, the difference in your face between the first clips and last clip is crazy! The inflammation from the alcohol I feel like wasn’t obvious until that’s the thing you cut out. Keep it going, girl! We’re here to support you!! ❤️

  • Queen Of Osiris
    Queen Of Osiris 3 개월 전

    This made me love you more ! facts! Your bravery & honesty is beautiful. much love

  • Thomas James
    Thomas James 3 개월 전 +1

    Thank you Jaclyn for sharing so much of your journey with stress and anxiety and cutting out drinking. I totally know the feeling but honestly once you get there you are gonna feel amazing!! Keep up the good work gurl

  • Sg
    Sg 3 개월 전 +96

    I had a “healthy” relationship with alcohol for years. And then this pandemic hit and my anxiety reached an unhealthy level and I started using alcohol to self medicate. I don’t consider myself an addict but I know I was on a slippery slope and going down fast. Someone in my group said it best “when I started drinking alcohol it was fun, then it was fun with problems. Then it just turned into problems”. For so long I questioned my “healthy” relationship with alcohol. I’ve come to learn that for some of us there’s no such thing as a healthy relationship with alcohol. Abstaining from it and lots of therapy has made a world of difference.

    • Mady
      Mady 3 개월 전

      💯

  • Leah Smith
    Leah Smith 2 개월 전 +13

    When everything happened with the lipsticks, I was so worried my favourite KRclipr was gone. I think everyone who’s watches you knows how real and true you are. You’ve come back. You’ve come back more real (if that was possible) and inspirational. I feel like everyone here can relate to on some level.
    Thank you Jack 💞

  • Lauren Wilkerson
    Lauren Wilkerson 2 개월 전

    I love how you have such an amazing support system, no matter what. I wish I had love like what you have with Jordan. It’s so beautiful and pure.

  • Melanie Munroe
    Melanie Munroe 3 개월 전

    Sending you all the best! Thanks for sharing your journey with us. Your strength and vulnerability is inspiring! You’re doing great, keep killing your goals!!

  • Renegade Arcana
    Renegade Arcana 3 개월 전 +1

    Despite not being food focused your face looks clearer, and thinner. I'm proud of you for finding healthful ways to cope with your trauma. Good luck on continuing the journey at a pace that's constructive to your health.

  • Pamela A
    Pamela A 3 개월 전 +127

    Anxiety is just a tiny portion of who you are, it doesn’t need to define you.
    Congratulations on your 💍 engagement! ❤️

    • Allison R
      Allison R 3 개월 전 +1

      Exactly. Someone once say to me ‘you don’t have anxiety. You FEEL anxious. When you tell yourself I have anxiety, you are claiming it’ and that really stuck with me❤️

  • fatimazohra damas
    fatimazohra damas 3 개월 전

    i love this content from you jaclyn it good when youtubers show the ups and downs of their lifes we all humens we all have problems in our life and we struggling somehow with something but the diffrent between winners and losers is that the winners never gives up they keep on fighting and trying tell they make it so keep going jaclyn and Never give up

  • Gaby Rowe
    Gaby Rowe 2 개월 전

    Wow wow wow! Soooo incredibly proud of you! My husband struggles with alcohol and it’s SOOO HARD! Thank you so much for talking about this and showing the world a lot more people struggle with alcohol. So proud of you for realizing it and wanting to do something about it and sticking to it and making the change! This touched my heart so so much! Praying this journey keeps getting better for you! ❤️❤️❤️

  • Paige Ashabranner
    Paige Ashabranner 3 개월 전

    I get this! I have paralyzing anxiety. Substances exacerbate anxiety. Rx meds, alcohol, etc. proud of you

  • leoana
    leoana 3 개월 전 +2

    My ex had always made me feel like there’s something wrong with me whenever I had anxiety attacks.
    Thanks for showing us that we need/ deserve partners like Jordan and there are partners who will support you like this. We need to see what healthy, supportive relationships look like and to not settle!!!

  • Jenny Eddins
    Jenny Eddins 3 개월 전 +28

    For the record, you do not have to be at a certain point of alcohol dependency to go to rehab or get professional help.
    Alcoholism comes in all different shapes and forms. You don't have to be homeless drinking liquor out of a paper bag.

  • Danicka Thomas
    Danicka Thomas 3 개월 전

    Jac I am so so proud of you! I don't ever comment on your videos but, omg this one fully touched my heart!! You look much more happier and I can tell your anxiety has decreased immensely! Thank you for being vulnerable! Thank you for opening up about it all! I'm so here for it and this is honestly so encouraging to see! Love you! Proud of you!!

  • Aida Manzano
    Aida Manzano 2 개월 전

    What a candid and heartwarming video. So proud of you Jaclyn you're doing amazing.
    As a side note though, 10 ads in a 20minute video, is way too much.

  • Nicole Rivera
    Nicole Rivera 2 개월 전

    Hi Jaclyn, Congrats on the engagement with Jordan! You are a beautiful couple
    I am an addict and I've been clean for 8yrs. You talking about your struggle and using your platform to speak about your personal struggle is very respectful.. Jaclyn, you are amazing and talented. Thank you for sharing so much of your life with your subscribers and being so open on the internet. I literally look forward to your videos every week. You make me smile and you bring so much fun and make me laugh. I wish I could meet you and Jordan but for now I wish you the best. Love you so much and your makeup line is the best!! 💯

  • Erin Perkins
    Erin Perkins 2 개월 전

    I absolutely love your relationship! You both truly support each other completely and want the other person to be their best. I just wanted to tell you that I am so very happy for you. You absolutely deserve the best and the most amazing love ❤️. I hope that I too will one day find my person. I am praying for my own Jordan, lol. Love you both so much 💗 💓 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

  • Nola Girl
    Nola Girl 3 개월 전 +85

    As an addict, it’s so nice to hear someone you look up to is having problems just like you.. it makes me feel not so lonely

    • Bonita Wilcox
      Bonita Wilcox 2 개월 전 +1

      @Nola Girl Thsnk you so much , Im so sorry you lost your Mother, that is especially hard being a little girl, that's alot to try and deal with as a child...my prayers to you, and I turn to God, he can help us get through our trials, he brings us Angels, much Love to you, keep doing good, you can overcome and one day help another girl going through the same thing, that's what I tell My Daughter as well, much love. Message me anytime 🙏❤🥰

    • Nola Girl
      Nola Girl 2 개월 전 +2

      @Bonita Wilcox Hello! Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a sweet comment. It sounds like your daughter is super lucky to have you in her life. I lost my mom a long time ago when I was a teen. Looking back, loosing her so suddenly was probably the reason I got addicted to drugs in the first place. Loosing her was such a big loss for me

    • Bonita Wilcox
      Bonita Wilcox 3 개월 전 +3

      No@ Nola Girl, you are not alone, I'm a Mom and my beautiful Daughter is an addict....I pray alott🙏......just wanted to say prayers for you, and your not alone ❤🙏

  • Julie Blythe
    Julie Blythe 3 개월 전

    That’s a beautiful message to say love people at their lowest.
    I just learned how important that is from this video.

  • Trish Custer
    Trish Custer 3 개월 전

    Thank you for sharing about your mental health. I feel so much for you, ptsd is so hard to get through. I also get sooooo scared so easily that I feel like I will cry PTSD/Anxiety is no joke. 💕

  • Roxy Lin
    Roxy Lin 개월 전

    I'm so thankful that you're talking about this. So many people struggle with this!! ❤️❤️

  • Angela Matesevac
    Angela Matesevac 2 개월 전 +1

    I'm probably going to sound like a mom, but I am one, so it comes naturally LOL. Everyone falls short, everyone has issues, but not everyone knows how to overcome them. The fact that you keep going in all your journeys (makeups, weight, mental health, etc) regardless shows that you are a strong person who can and will get through it. Here comes the mom part.... the most important thing you can do for yourself, truly yourself, nobody else, is to have a relationship with Jesus. He loves you no matter what and can help you more than your mind can even fathom at this time. I can't even explain how much He has helped me throughout the years when my life sunk low. It's worth it, I promise :)

  • Dianna
    Dianna 3 개월 전 +106

    This made me cry . Literally I’m walking the same journey as you . With anxiety , depression , alcoholism, still working hard , looking like you got your shit together but you don’t inside . Having a great partner .. just everything I’m living your life . We got this mama im so proud of you babe 🌈

    • Amber Tyszkowski
      Amber Tyszkowski 3 개월 전 +2

      Dianna... I'm here for you. I'm going thru it too. I'll always be here for you! We need to be here for each other. And build up and help each other! Much love to you

  • Sabrina Borg Oestfelt
    Sabrina Borg Oestfelt 3 개월 전

    You can do this girl, I believe in you 💪🏻 thanks for this video, you opened my eyes on how to speak to my friends who are having social anxiety and past alcoholic problems … I should not take things forgranted as they might be going through a stuggle just by being there! Thanks sweet girl 😘

  • Monse Vazquez
    Monse Vazquez 3 개월 전

    So proud of you girl!!! You can totally tell how much the inflammation went down, just by looking at your face 😊 😍

  • Kim L.
    Kim L. 3 개월 전 +1

    Jaclyn, I have a history of anxiety and depression that was greatly exacerbated by the whole rona situation. I found that I LOVE doing scratch art. It involves the satisfying parts of like a scratch off ticket with beautiful art. You can of course make your own designs if you're artistic, which you are. I like to do predrawn architectural, animal and landscape drawings. They do require focus and keep my mind engaged. Try it, you might enjoy 😉! Much love.

  • Heather Berg
    Heather Berg 2 개월 전

    Thank you Jacqueline! I've realized I used alcohol the same way, and I saw your video at the exact moment I needed to see it in myself.

  • Allie Dawson
    Allie Dawson 3 개월 전 +92

    I was the same way with alcohol, it was my clutch when my anxiety got so bad. So hearing you say that makes me feel like I wasn’t alone. So thank you so much! I’ve cut back so much but it’s just nice to hear I wasn’t alone ❤️

    • Riley S
      Riley S 3 개월 전 +1

      My anxiety is the worst when I drink alcohol 🥺

  • Lynn
    Lynn 3 개월 전

    You are truly amazing for being so open and honest about self medicating. So relatable. I think Jordan makes you feel so loved that you feel free to totally be yourself and that’s so awesome!

  • FlowerBomb Quincey
    FlowerBomb Quincey 2 개월 전 +4

    I'm so proud of you for opening up and taking yourself back. ❤️

  • Sarah Wright
    Sarah Wright 3 개월 전 +13

    You go girl! "The first step is admitted you gave a problem." So proud of you you got this!

  • Christina B
    Christina B 2 개월 전 +4

    Thank you for sharing your story. Very proud of you! You got this!

  • Jennie Slimm
    Jennie Slimm 3 개월 전 +74

    This is the most pure, and humble version of you I have ever seen. I’m so proud of you and how far you have come! Love you girl and I’m here for the ride ALWAYS!

  • Natalie Novack
    Natalie Novack 3 개월 전

    Prayers 🙏🙏🙏 I know how hard having anxiety can been. Struggling BAD my self!

  • itsait
    itsait 5 일 전

    ty too much for sharing this, going through my own struggle a little more extreme but you helped too much

  • Shea Slover
    Shea Slover 3 개월 전 +3

    This is real. Raw. Beautiful. I’ve loved this series so much and appreciate your vulnerability more than you know. Thank you for being a real one, Jaclyn Hill.

  • Felicia Ortiz
    Felicia Ortiz 2 개월 전

    JACLYN!!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, STONG AND AMAZING. I LOVE HOW REAL YOU ARE. I LOVE WATCHING YOUR VIDEOS.
    P.S. I LOVE ALL YOUR MAKEUP PRODUCTS. I JUST BOUGHT A BAG FULL OF ALL THE PRODUCTS USED IN THE OTHER VIDEO 💚💚

  • Khayla Jones
    Khayla Jones 3 개월 전 +71

    This Jaclyn is absolutely everything.. I’m here for the vlogs I’m here for the stories the talks.. I love her

  • Maria Fracassi
    Maria Fracassi 3 개월 전

    I can’t wait to find someone who will love and embrace me for me along with my crazy anxiety, I love how much Jordan loves and cares… ugh… unconditional